Sunday, May 22, 2011

Tired

I feel a little pain in the heart when I know you have already feel tired on this relationship.

I still think you are a great guy to let go of but I just don't know why. 随缘吧!

Whatever

Why should I always forgive? Why??
He knows I will forgive him no matter what happens... Is he taking them for granted? The time to resolve our arguments getting longer and longer? Why???

I know nothing about you but I know I have put in too much for this relationship. For my previous relationships, I do have some close boy friends to talk to when I face relationship problems. You know, at least someone to talk to? But for you, I decided not to have one, not even one. Nobody likes their girlfriend to have a close boy friend. I understand that, I did what I should do but?

Why can't you understand me? It's been 2 years, you still cannot master my attitudes? Period pain... Arggh, I don't know what to say. I feel so alone.

All you know is study and study but can ignore me when I need you. Who can I talk to except writing this? My parents? I hope I can talk to them.

I always thought that I can be no princess in anyone but you. You make me disappointed one and one more time... I am really tired.

I saw this quote in facebook by someone which best describes me now.

'Pretend don't care is the best way to avoid disappointment' >.<

I have plenty of hopes towards you. Having hope on you makes me disappointed everytime.



sometime... I just scare you will forgotten how good am I

巨蟹座

敏感、愛家又固執的巨蟹座,戀愛時總是充滿媽媽的味道:),溫柔細心又體貼,也許算不上風趣幽默,不過總是讓人感到很窩心;重視美食的巨蟹,一旦結婚之後,巨蟹男女們的身材就很容易走樣,加上巨蟹座生性戀家又保守,會讓人感到很無趣的。


Friday, May 20, 2011

Self-conflicting & SEX In The CITY perfume

Five more pages to today's target... All five lengthy pages :(
but I'm now
mentally & physically tired -> not progressing -> adsorb nothing

I shall try again later. I must do it!!!

Perfume in Australia is pretty cheap. Guess what? My boyfriend got me a SEX In The CITY perfume for only $9.00 in Terry White Chemists. Approx. RM 30, dirt cheap right?


Presentable wrapping = Excellent gift


Indulge with the scent so so much...
Thanks Hub.

Thursday, May 19, 2011

Exam mood

was wondering if there is still anyone viewing my blog? Response to me if you are -.- I knew not many people did. Even my boyfriend don't, sad case. haha

After submitted all my assessments for this semester, I am now in typical exam mood.
fight arghh

My dream:
I want to graduate by end of this year, this must be my second last semester. Not gonna let my parents down.

Target:
Finish Taxation Law and Practice reading by next Monday... Can I make it?!

Thursday, May 5, 2011

when LOVE end easily, that LOVE isn't call LOVE anymore

I don't know why am I writing this post? Maybe I am just too sentimental over things?
People breaking up not supposed to be my problem but I just cried over it. Perhaps, it is because I know the pain. It hurts badly...
This incident reminds me a lot of my previous relationship. Indeed, I have phobia over the LOVE issue. Thank you , Lai Wick Kee (my current boyfriend <3) for tolerating with me all this while and walk me through this.
Why? Why saying "Goodbye" if "Without You" you are not happy?
I try to believe in fate and I hope you try too... Maybe, there is no fate between you two.
Take care and move on. I am sure there is someone better awaiting for you in front.